On 1-23-2010 Annie is one of fourteen young worship leaders from ABMC who attended a worship seminar hosted by ‘Steam of Praise’ team.She is also our second generation small group leader.
亲爱的JC，我一生一世的爱
写给昨天的感动
相信每个人心中都有属于每个人自己的幸福图案
有人会说，是心型
有人会说，是海豚
有人会说，是蛋糕 ............................
我要说属于我的幸福图案，是cross..
这个答案源于两年多前的一个晚上
我们的相遇不是偶然，而是冥冥之中的事情
我们有写在三生石上的缘分
我们也算是有点一见钟情，但更多的是日久生情
我们的关系很特别：
父亲与女儿，
哥哥与妹妹，
闺中密友，
知己，
恋人....
我们的关系却又是最亲密的（虽然认识的时间不算长）
亲密到我的什么事情，就连我舌头上的一切话语
他都无不知晓，有时候有点让我小害怕 :)
坦诚的说，他对我的了解远远大于,几千几万倍de大于我对他的了解...
而对他的了解只不过像是森林里一片凋零的落叶
甚至连这片落叶，我都要寻觅很久后才能找到
惭愧到觉得不配与他同行
他的绅士，纯洁，公义和智慧，无人能比
每当我心浮燥，被世俗上的东西占据太多时，
他对我说，“你要保守你心，胜过保守一切，
因为一生的果效，是由心发出”
当我懒散，失去斗志时
他对我说，“手懒的，要受贫穷。手勤的，却要富足”
当我没有爱心去关心人时
他对我说，“要爱人如己”
当我自以为是，放不下高傲的身段时
他对我说，“他不喜欢甚至是憎恶高傲的眼”
当我感到失落，软弱无助或对生活迷茫时
是他用爱一步一步管教和帮助我，
使我变刚强，得智慧
他的爱，如此温柔深切，超乎我心所想
他教会了我学会背起自己的十字架
即便在他的爱中遍体鳞伤
也爱的无怨无悔
(注：不可能啦，他那么爱我，怎么可能会伤害我咧，嘻嘻）
他的爱，更是长阔高深
他说，爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈；
爱是不嫉妒，不自夸，不张狂，不做害羞的事，
不求自己的益处，不轻易发怒，不计算人的恶，
不喜欢不义，只喜欢真理；
凡事包容，
凡事相信，
凡事盼望，
凡事忍耐。
昨天，他的爱再次环抱我
我们一起疯狂地唱歌，跳舞，只因寻求他，赞美他
第一次这么深的感受到他与我还有众弟兄姊妹的同在
整个会场充满了他的影子
我知道最后我们每个人的热泪盈眶，
以及挥泪后的喜乐，满满的都是他的爱
感谢赞美之泉的团队，那么好的音乐作品和带领
让我有更多的看见和得着
更加坚信我当初的选择是完全对的
Coz that is the pace of grace!!
有首歌，只配唱给他:
You are my sunshine，my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
我相信除你以外，没有人会如此的爱我。
你的爱和一切承诺，就像是彩虹下的约定，
一生一世永不改变。
每当我抬头看云上太阳，
就会感受到你就在这里和奇妙的爱。
我不要放弃爱你的权利，
要永恒的活在你的大爱中，
因为这是我这一生最美的祝福。
一生爱你！！！！！！
Annie Jan-24-10
Jesus Christ - the Love of My Life
(My Moving Experience of Yesterday)
I believe everyone has a happiness motif in their heart
Some said it is in the shape of a heart,
Some said a dolphin,
Some said a cake,
Mine is the Cross.
My cross originated one night two years ago
Our meeting was not accidental
I was chosen and it was arranged
Our encounter was destined
It was love at first sight
But more importantly our love grew as time goes on
We have a very special relationship
Father and daughter,
Brother and sister,
Dear and close friend,
Soul mate,
Lover
Our acquaintance was brief,
But our relationship is intimate
We are so close that
He knows my every word at the tip of my tongue
So close that I am shivering :)
I have to confess that
He know me much more than I understand Him
My understanding is liken to a lonely leaf in a forest
I have seek for a long time before I find that leaf
I feel such inadequacy
I do not deserve to walk with Him
He is so gentil, pure, just and wise
No one can compare
When I allow the worldly entanglements to agitate my heart
He said to me, "Above all else, guard your heart,
For it is the wellspring of life."
When I become lazy and lost the will to engage
He said to me, "Lazy hands make a man poor,
But diligent hands bring wealth.
When I lack the love to care for others
He said to me, "Love others as yourself"
When I am full of myself and let pride overtake me
He said to me
"The LORD hates and detests haughty eyes…"
When I feel lost, weak, helpless
And confuse about my life
Step by step His loving discipline helped me
So that I become strong and wise
His tender and all encompassing love
Is way beyond my expectation
He taught me well to carry my cross
In His love, even if I suffer and get hurt
I will love with no complain and no regret
(note: probably it is a poet folly, if He love me so, how would He bear to see me suffer, :) :)
It is hard to grasp how wide, long, high and deep is the love of Christ
He said, "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy
It does not boast, it is not proud,
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
Always hopes, always perseveres.
Yesterday His love embraced me again
We sang and danced with no reservation
Because we seek after Him and praised Him
We deeply felt His presence in our midst
The place was filled with His shadows
We were all filled with tears
The joy of wiping off the tears
And the overflowing of His love
Thanks be to the "Songs of Praise" team
We learned much from their musical creation and teaching
They helped me validate my faith and my choice for God
That is the pace of grace!!
He is worthy, for me to sing Him this song
You are my sunshine，my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
I believe no one can love me as much as You do
Your love and Your promises are
The covenant under the rainbow
It will never change
Every time when I lift my head and see the sun
I feel your presence and Your wonderful love
I will never let go the right to love You
Forever I want to live under your love embrace
Because that would be the most beautiful blessing for me
